Alright, this is just getting ridiculous.

I thought I was completely past the peak of my obsession with Legacy of Kain, but I've just realized that this is only the beginning.

It just NEVER STOPS.

Sure, there might be times where I'll just drop it and go to something else for maybe a week, but the unsolvable puzzle that is Nosgoth beckons me once again, and I just can't help but return to it.

I swear, there are times when I feel like the very fabric of reality is being pulled apart to make way for the monstrosity.

There might be a lull, where I wouldn't even think about it, and then a few days later, BAM! It hits me like a powerful drug trip of some kind, and I end up laying there for hours, even days on end, hallucinations of Nosgoth playing behind my eyes.

Usually I'd be able to express things like this.

When it happened with everything else, I'd be able to at least vaugely understand it.

But not Nosgoth. Oh no. I've only just scratched the surface. It still remains a mysterious engima to me.

And I still can't find anything suitable to completely express it.

Drawings aren't good enough anymore.

Chalk certainly isn't going to do it.

Heck, I might as well conclude that the only way to end this, would be to raise the Pillars themselves!

Forge the Soul Reaver!

And maybe a few murals here and there...

The point is, I'm subconciously gearing up for something.

It's an insatiable hunger for understanding, and it won't stop until I've peeled Nosgoth's layers apart completely, and dissected it's very spirit.

Oh I'll get there somehow. I have to appease this urge for knowledge, or I'll be devoured alive. Even if I have to fill in the blanks myself, I'll do it.

I don't quite mind the blank in the far future of Nosgoth. It's the past and present that haunts me.

One thing at a time...